Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a